up to the word "meaning", I feel exactly the same way. I feel I'm a failure to myself, my parents, my friends... mostly everyone. The persons I don't think I've failed don't make me feel appreciated, so I guess that's another failure in judgment
I have no idea what to do next. Wish I could just get away. But then that would make me a bigger failure.
How I wish I know what direction to go. Even just a point in the right direction would help.
