Friday, March 19, 2010
I feel as if my growing as an individual has been in growth spurts instead of being gradual and step by step. And like physical growth spurts I have had to deal with the same difficulties each and everytime.
This 2010, whether I like it or not, will have to be another such growth spurt. I already am wishing that it be done and over with. Hoping that I end up going forward and not back.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
up to the word "meaning", I feel exactly the same way. I feel I'm a failure to myself, my parents, my friends... mostly everyone. The persons I don't think I've failed don't make me feel appreciated, so I guess that's another failure in judgment
I have no idea what to do next. Wish I could just get away. But then that would make me a bigger failure.
How I wish I know what direction to go. Even just a point in the right direction would help.