If you have been long time readers of my blog, I guess you know at least one reason why I don’t use my real name in my facebook account. I don’t even use it here. But the sad thing is this identity is actually who I really am.
However the recent fire that destroyed my highschool forced me to setup another Facebook account using my real name so that I could get in touch with my classmates and former”?” friends from elementary and highschool.
A lot has changed in the last 14 years since we graduated from highschool. My classmates have done something with their lives while I feel I have nothing to show. I still live in the same area, go to church in the same church while they have married, have different last names, had kids, started working abroad, earning a lot…
Sure I have some diplomas to show… but still, except for my age now, I’m almost exactly the same as I was back then. Somehow setting up that 2nd Facebook account doesn’t feel all that good.
Rygel,
ReplyDeletePlease don't be so hard on yourself. You are a GOOD PERSON and that's what counts in life, not money or accomplishments in jobs. Yet, I do understand how you feel. I know we both long for the same thing in life and I hope we both find it.
Being the same is not so bad.
ReplyDeletei know guys, but i wish there was something i could show for. Feel as if I haven't amounted to anything much :(
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