Often, the friendships that last are those we made in High School. I think I've lost most of those but I'm fortunate to have found good friends in the various groups I've been. It's actually easier to find a romantic partner (whether short- or long-term) than to find good friends in my world.
I've found 3 good friends. Of course we have to call ourselves something... "SEASONS".. I guess some of you are laughing but I'm happy the way things are :). By the way I'm autumn haha!
Since we're on the subject of happiness, I'm happy for my 3 friends. They're all going steady with someone. What gets me is that it makes it more difficult to feel happy for myself. One of these days we're all going to go out; maybe for dinner, badminton, bowling... I'll be the odd-man out - no one to hold my hand, to whisper sweet-nothings to...
If I don't go out with them, I'll feel and look pathetic. But if I do...
Don't get me wrong they're great to be with. Just can't help but feel at bit envious (ok, maybe a lot).
(Sigh) Leaves are falling.
Good friends really are great to have. Most of my good friends are from college rather than high school. Mainly because I didn't really have many (any?) friends in high school. Well except one, and we drifted apart. (Ah, the memories, though.)
ReplyDeleteWho knows, maybe you'll meet a cute waiter (named Josiah) one of the times that y'all go out. Though if you do, I hope you don't find out he has a girlfriend. ;)
Jarred with I'd have the courage to flirt if that comes true though :) i had many friends from high school... i guess i drifted apart from them intentionally because i couldn't tell them about myself. maybe now some of them know. but it's like i made my own world and shut most of them out
ReplyDeleteWhat's there to laugh at? I think its great to have three close friends. I envy YOU! Of course I understand exactly why you envy their relationships, that's totally normal. All of us feel that way when we see someone that has something we wish we had. Its human nature (some people just don't admit it). That's doesn't mean you are not happy for them, it only means you are sad for you.
ReplyDeleteWOW - all four of you are totally gorgeous guys!!! I haven't seen a pic of you in a long time! Almost forgot how cute you are :)