Scene 2

After the first party I drove about 1 hour to the venue of the next party. It was located just outside the city and in the home of the 'founder' of the group. There were about 20 - 30 guys there. It was around 1am in the morning when I got there and most were already... well, some of their inhibitions were gone because of the drinking - but nothing scandalous :)

In 5 minutes I was introduced to everyone there so i didn't really remember anyone hehehe. Some were dancing, some were singing at the karaoke machine, couples and those who hooked up that night were cuddling.

Enlarging my social circle was my real purpose, although there were 1 or 2 guys there who could have distracted me from that ;) It wasn't exactly my 'group' but i think i managed to fit in as best as i could.

I had a great time, although I couldn't help but feel just a bit envious of the couples who were there.

Merry Christmas

I pray that we all still have that child inside us
because only children can see the magic that is Christmas.

Maligayang Pasko!

(Merry Christmas!)

Merry Christmas

I pray that we all still have that child inside us
because only children can see the magic that is Christmas.

Maligayang Pasko!

(Merry Christmas!)

What Matters Most

My heart goes out to my blogger friend Mark. I know how it feels when a love has to end. You have the memories. Hang in there.

It's not how long we held each other's hand
What matters is how well we loved each other
It's not how far we travelled on our way
Of what we found to say
It's not the spring you see, but all the shades of green

It's not how long I held you in my arms
What matters is how sweet the years together
It's not how many summertimes we had to give to fall
The early morning smiles we tearfully recall
What matters most is that we loved at all.

It's not how many summertimes we had to give to fall
The early morning smiles we tearfully recall
What matters most is that we loved at all.

What matters most is that we loved at all.

Hints & Clues

Sometime between grade school and highschool I got a bit sexually aware... there was health magazines for men... and porn, which i enjoyed ONLY if there was a guy in the scene. Fantasies always included guys too...

It should have been obvious.

I didn't get it :)